Iristory (Airis's point of view, so dont argue! just read and bear wit it!)

WARNING: The contents of this post may sound and look like it's full of hatred. But it wasn't meant to be made that way. This is not a hate post. Reader's discretion is advised. OR you can just believe what I just said, IT'S NOT A HATE POST! (not to you, and especially not to the one I'm aiming this post for. bwahahha peazzee!! vOv)

I cant believe that months have passed by so quickly. It seems like it was just yesterday (ok fine, i kno that it wasnt yesterday, it was months ago), we were happily fighting and arguing about the most stupid things (i knew they were stupid, even now i still think they're stupid). I still dont kno why we lasted that long, even tho everyday is a struggle (haha not really) for me to win our worlds' war (u kno i totally rule over u everytime! =P).

I have to admit, it was hard for me to let you go. It took me months to just control and train myself NOT TO text, read your text, reply to your text, look at my phone, check my phone, turn on my phone, and charge my phone. But then, remember that one day I texted you out of the blue? Yeah, that very day, I forgot when that was but who cares, my hands were itchy that they charged my phone, turned it on, pressed the message button, started typing "I space miss space you space !!!", pressed the send button, scrolled down to "baybeekoehw", and pressed ok -->(message sent). Then, few days later, we were back to normal (our own definition of normal: fighting, arguing, !!!!!, @#$#%^, more @#%$$#$, and pulling each other down). I asked myself, "ngnu? ngnu mn nga kta pa mn jpon? naa ba tay kaugmaon ani nga cge ra mn tag away?" Then I finally opened my eyes, and i realized, we weren't meant for each other from the start. It was impossible for "us" because of many reasons: 1) Distance, 2)Distance 3) Distance, 4) did i mention distance? haha lollllll. It's not just distance, but that's the only thing I could think of, so stop making me feel guilty!

I apologize for leaving you that way (you kno wat I mean, its our li'l secret hah? haha i kno you already told everybody: your cousins, your best prens a.k.a. best slash bessie slash b-something-whatever-it-is-i-dont-care *cough* beast friends that are girls YOU DONT EVEN KNO! *cough*, plain, new, old friends, neighbors, people that you kno that knows me, and your dog. hahah jowke lang palz, i kno you didnt tell them, coz if you did... you did it already, wat can i do). It was the only way I could think of to make sure that I wont get swayed by your words, feel guilty, and end up running back to you. I kno that you didnt believe what I told you, now I can tell you "Thank you for not believing that BIG WHITE (ok not white) LIE.. BIG LIE.." If you did, then, "Thank you for believing it!! (sarcasm) (even tho now you think of me as a @%^&* <--- whatever this is), because it made you let go of me."

Looking back to what we're used to be, I get mixed feelings. A halo-halo serving mixed with a pinch of happiness, 1 tbsp of sadness, 5 gallons of angriness (that's a word!), 500 pounds of annoyness (i invent words in my world, either understand what i mean or dont!), not to mention 100 liter of craziness and dumbness, and 1ton of blindness or blindliness (who cares). We've been through a lot, and it was an experience for both of us, hope you learned something bcoz i did. Uhhhh, I did learn something! It's, calling cards are $5 at Island Pacific and $4 at Seafood City! I also learned that the answering machine that says, "You have $5 or 47 minutes for this call," is a big fat LIAR!!! 47 minutes my dog's poooo, its 32 minutes (including the dialing and ringing part) miss goodie-goodie-press-#1-for-english answering machine! 32 damn minutes!!! I'm done.. Honestly tho, i did learn some..things, you dont need to kno them.

And now that we've both move on, (oh yess, i kno that you moved on already so stop telling me that you haven't. I kno, coz i have eyes, they're wide open, and i can see you, or your friendster, and you're as active as you can possibly be, u kno wat i mean. And stop denying huh, I'm not dumb), I wish all the happiness may be yours, do whatever you want, go spread your wings (if you have 1, u need 2) and fly (goodluck wit that), good to know that youre back to school nahh (you had a 3 years of vacation anyway), hoping you the best, and have fun in life! And ohh, goodluck wit that "model" huh, grab the opportunity, and dont let it go!

P.S.
I kno that you kno that I'm talking to you! ikw ra mn jd ang 2yo ngnu ako ni gi sulat. Paxnxa sa tnan nako nasulti, unta mapasaylo ko nmu. Altho it may look like i am being sarcastic, I AM! haha you kno I'm just kidding. OK 1% kidding 99% serious. hahah no hard feelings, whatsoever. Yngatz olweiz hah, ug au2 sa lyf!!